Kind of started a long time ago, when things seem to be great when you're younger all the guys wanted to hang out even if you didn't have money or a car. i'm in the process of getting a car this summer. Was meant to be last summer. but, didn't happen. I'm only working basically 2 days a week and it's hard. looking for more work seems to be impossible. i've been looking and looking applying and applying and no calls back. called a few places and they got filled up. even went to an interview just to be told I didn't get the job.
so in any event basically. what happened to real guys? are they hiding? do they only want a girl who is like a fucking executive producer of fox? has 2 cars a money in the bank. well not me. and guys today seem to not want a girl who doesn't have it all. and i'm far from it. today basically high lightened on my social life with men. they don't want a girl that doesn't have her own money and her own car. why is that? don't get me wrong I do have some money but I don't have money to just go out and buy drinks and eat. I don't even sleep on some nights and when I do I work the next day and I walk. I walk to and from work. I walk almost every where and most days my feet hurt. I haven't even had a guy ask me out on a real date in idk probably years. one guy was like oh if you had a car we could hang out. oh well thanks. i'll remember that. today, what are you doing tonight? oh? you have no money oh well fuck you then.
honestly, i'm so sick of it. i'm sick of being treated like such garbage. I should have a car by now because of my age. I did have a car about 3 years ago but I had to sell it and I barely used it.
so, to end my rant.
am I not grown up for men these days? or do guys look for women who have more than them?
Email me @ kelann1987@gmail.com
what are your comments? are you in the same boat?
feeling like you aren't worth a mans time?
ladies I want to hear your voices.
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