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Don't ever let a toxic person get you down, because, they only want to see you frown. Don't ever let a toxic person see your tears they only want to be apart of your fears. Don't ever let a toxic person know your breaking point because, they'll just put it all in your face. Don't ever let a toxic person turn you into something they can just waste and miss place. Don't ever let a toxic person be inside your mind. In time, they'll just disappeare and you'll finally be able to wipe away all those tears. -kr

American horror story season 6 reviews

Last night was the season premiere of American horror story season 6. Ok, I'm liking the whole idea so far. But, I think I need to rewatch it. Although, it kind of reminds me of coven and murder house. I'm looking forward to the next episode of it on Wednesday. A lot of people have said it's "the mist" But, that was just a promo of that name it's not the actual name. I love it but, it makes me hate it. because, I'm like what's going to happen next?? Lol I think it's a ghost town theme as the lost colony "Roanoke colony" haunting the grounds. Hence, "my Roanoke nightmare"

American horror story

Urg!! So the 6th season of American horror story is premiering September 14. Kind of early this year. All the other 5 seasons started in October. But, would run all up until January or even February. I think this is a good idea. Also, this season only has 10 episodes. Well, no one even myself doesn't know the name of it yet. It's still a mystery. But, I'm kind of looking forward to this season.

American flag removal

So, I just read that the fire station in my home town of Arlington/Poughkeepsie, New York are taking the American flags off their fire trucks. Because it causes a distraction to other drivers on the road. Right....it's the American flag. Why take the flag down it represents our country and everything we fought for. It's just horrible. I don't understand the logic of it. It's disgraceful. Instead of taking down the American flag how come we don't do more to take down isis and fucking those black lives matter protesters. Now they are more of a distraction to drivers. Blocking highways. This country is off its grid.

And well it's August. :)

And so it's August. This summer I have to say went by pretty fast. However for me that is. No summer romance or anything like that. I've been pretty well kept to myself. I was seeing this guy Ian but it didn't work out... Unfortunately. However everything else has been going good. Went to Dcc and cleared my debt that I shouldn't have had in the fist place. Took me over 3 years to fix it. But, it got done. Now, I can finally have a clean slate. And also I found a place where I would needed more help considering the fact I had an IEP diploma. I don't I have an IEP diploma atleast not anymore. So I have to start all over again. And I don't know where to start. When you had it in your mind for years having people telling you in highschool you weren't able to go to college because of your diploma I didn't even think twice it took me years to get out of that state of mind and thinking I could be like anyone else. I just wish I was like everyone else. But I'm not. And I have myself to change that. I was told that no highschool offer IEP diplomas anymore they haven't in maybe 3 years. Which is ironic because that's the same time I got dropped. Pretty weird....also a girl told me she graduated from dutchess with an IEP diploma. So how come mine wasn't acceptable after being 2 months of the semester. It's like I was walking on diamonds then the next I was walking on lava. It was the worst feeling in the world. And now I have to start over.

July is almost over....

This summer is going by rather fast that's all I can say...it's already almost August. in all honesty, I haven't done much really. I wanted to go to NJ but that didn't happen of course. A lot is going on right now. Anyway, this weekend we are getting a lot of hot weather. And I'm not looking forward to it. It makes me tired and I don't want to do anything. It sucks the energy out of me. Well, tomorrow I was thinking about going to the mall maybe check out Sephora go buy some goodies. And oh definitely wine because I need it!! Lol ;)

My birthday.

Yes, today is my birthday and I turned 29 today. It feels like a regular day to me. Nothing has changed nothing feels different. Accepted, me getting older and facing the fact that exactly a year from now I'll be 30 years old I try not to think about it. It's depressing in sense....also not to mention I rather have went to work. I mainly celebrated my birthday yesterday with family. My dad worked all day today....and I went out with a friend earlier. So that was nice. Tomorrow is back to work and back to reality. It's 7:30 on a Tuesday evening and I am already set for bed. Hahaha and drinking my favorite wine and reading a good new book I got from Barnes and Nobles. I guess getting older does have its perks. Of boringness and being ok with that. :)