Wednesday nights.

Of course it's Wednesday. every Wednesday feels the same. as though I feel like i'm living in a dream. living the same life as it seems. never ending...never fading. within a line I feel like i am fading. Within my thoughts. I am lost. lost within myself and self doubt. wondering If I can find myself within the darkness of a room I am with delight I am finding what I wished I didn't lose within sight.